Does what you think of yourself even matter...
Does truly being yourself make you even more perceptible to hurt and pain and the expense of a lover?
Cause you don't do things like his others...
Do you even find yourself questioning your self value?
Do you question it because of the things that you accept that you normally wouldn't?
Maybe its the things that he says...
Maybe its his friends...
Maybe its his lifestyle...
Maybe its his kids...
Maybe its what he values...
Maybe its who he screws...
Maybe its his family...
or maybe its you?
Why do we accept what we do... just to have a "boo?"
Being in love and the need to be loved leaves you vulnerable and fucked up...
then we get fed up, leave, now we're acting stuck up.
But when you fall in love with this man... truly in love... you feel his every pain, even though you may never understand... you feel his joys... stick through his strife...
As a woman we naturally nurture... what we naturally own and what we stake claim to.
But the question is has he latched on to you?
Everyone has different intentions... different motives.
Once he was a man of pure and earnest intentions, now he's comfortable, now he's trippin'.
You sat and accepted what was brought your way... thinking this may make you better in someway...
it's been sometime now and you've gotten played.
But at the end of the day... who really has the last say?
He slays you with his words just as well as his sword...
tangled up in a dance... throws your mind in a trance.
Now you've forgot why you were mad... no longer sad...
Here we are laying as lovers do... just that fast I'm back trusting you...
Until the phone rings... now who?
© the thoughts and feelings of graham, 2009
Love & Peace... Avi'Qon
2 comments:
I admire your writing style..
aww... thank you!
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