How is a soul lost in love?
How can you let someone gain control of your spirit?
How can you let someone gain control of your mind?
...you are doing thing that you would never do.
...buying things to hold on to their love... but reality is you never had it.
...you are acting in manner that endangers your life and the lives of your family.
...just to obtain ones love.
Scorned time and time again... but never one lesson learned.
Six years of false love given... you cry tears the size of oceans...
cause unbenounced to you... you let her steal your manhood.
A man raised to a standard... with big shoes to fill?
How would your Daddy feel if he could see you now?
Don't let what was instilled in you fall on unfertile ground...
the older you get the more you should learn.
Where was your concious at?
You acted upon your pain and now your sitting starring at the piss stains on the wall of an open stall!
All for someone who doesn't mean shit to anyone...
...someone you literally gave your all for to make them feel like someone
...who in return stole who you were.
What did it profit you to gain her and loose your soul?
Maybe you will find the anwser as you sit in that cage... something that was never built for a man of your stature.
You were a father to me... before you even became one...
I never needed a Daddy I had you...
There is nothing wrong with wanting the love of another... but never at the cost of your soul.
Because of this... it makes me question how I love.
Nothing is more painful then to see the pain in a scorned lovers eyes...
you see them die to themselves in their stare.
But what makes it worse is when you watch this happen to someone who taught you how to love... and showed you what a man was.
Maybe this is a wake up call for me as well as him...
to show you... YOU CAN'T MAKE NOBODY LOVE YOU!
You can give them the world and your everything... but at the end of the day they still won't love you.
So love yourself... give yourself the world... and give God your everything...
then you will realize that what you need is not in your lover's hold.
© the thoughts and feelings of graham, 2009
Love & Peace... Avi'Qon
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