did i waste my time? ...or did i do the right thing by trusting love, having faith in the one i love, and fighting against the odds? oh... it all feels "blah" right now cause... i'm alone. now i truly believe that there's a difference between alone and lonely. i'm not going to lie... sometimes i'm lonely. but i can't ponder on it because what will be will be. i just wish sometimes it was with a significant other.
now i know my blogs are all about loving someone or my chronicles of hopeless attempts at love. but that's not all that consumes me... it's just something that I have to vent about.
how do you give up fully... when your heart won't let you?
i don't know why i'm holding on... i love him like i have loved no other. but now i feel like maybe our destiny is just friendship... friendship?
now don't get me wrong... i have no regrets. i just wish i would have gotten my happily ever after.
Love & Peace... Avi'Qon
1 comments:
This is Courtney. I am glad that you found a decision to your situation. Good Luck on your future endeavors.
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