avie'sBoy... 3/2/2010

how i love you...
though i didn't birth you...
i care for you as if you came out of my womb.
when your here it fills me with joy...
whether your throwing up, running around,
or playing in the tub with your toys.
you and daddy complete me.
every day you teach me how to love you.
every expression you make lets me know if i'm doing it right.
especially when you reach for me and hold me tight.
with every bottle i make...
and every diaper i change...
i do it all with so much love.
i pray i'm around to watch you grow.
i can't wait to see you jammin' at daddy's first show.
to see you learn to play the drums...
score a touchdown and your first free throw.
to see you go from braids to a fade...
and go with your uncle to skate...
to see you dig into your first cake.
even though i may not always be able to be there...
just know you'll always be avie's boy.

© the thoughts and feelings of graham, 2009

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Love & Peace... Avi'Qon

my decree to mother...

i'm trying hard not to grow attached...
backing off so i won't become a part...
but how can someone so cute, small, innocent, and pure not steal my heart?
i don't want to be his mother...
i just can't help that i love him.
sorry baby mama...
i can't turn away...
i'm in love with his daddy so i'm going to stay.
i've been considerate and tacit...
but you'll just have to face it.
to fight you that's just basic...
i'm pretty...
i'm a queen...
such a lady as you've heard or seen...
to get my hands dirty on someone who is beneath me is so demeaning.
you want baby daddy...
sorry lady, in your dreams.
my relationship with your son will never be done...
& this war you've created will never be won.
so grow up and become someone...
& maybe then you might can raise your son.

© the thoughts and feelings of graham, 2009


~Thanks for reading...
and if you haven't clicked that follow button on
the right side above my loyal community, please do
and join the Land of Complex Serenity.
Love & Peace... Avi'Qon