@ a lost...

i'm trying to hold back this feeling
but it's taking control of me
there is so much i feel
so much i could say
i never thought that you could ever make me feel this way... about you

it took 4 months and now i'm everyday "booed" up with you...
a month ago i wouldn't even talk to you...
but now i can't get enough of you...
i don't know how?
you stole my heart and everything else followed.

i think this is it...
i think you've taken the cake...
i think the princess has found her prince...
just not in the usual armor.

i can't find the words...
you've stolen every verb...

ASG_ _ _ _ _JLW...
you fill in the words?

he got me!

so here we are now... four months later and i have given in. he got me... he didn't steal my eyes... but he stole my heart. this guy is so many cons on my long list of what i want in a man. but he's taking me out of my comfort zone and i see him for who he is and not what i assumed.

ya'll i'm doing something that i haven't before... scared? a little... only because he is the total opposite of the type of men i have dated and i am the opposite of what he has dated. so i'm gonna remain optimistic and try this.

he treats me as if i was the most important thing in the world... and i can't lie it feels good. never had anyone treat me that way before. not to discredit my ex's... but if they felt that way it wasn't openly.

the guy i was "messing" with before him had it all... he was "GQ" just like i like them... mmmhmm. but he didn't want anything out of a relationship... he didn't want one at all for that matter. but he wanted the goods... well they aren't free! ugh... i shouldn't have even entertained him for as long as i did.

well God has forgiven me and shown me favor and now i have my babe and all is well. i don't think its going to be a easy relationship, but i think the ride will be worth it.